Emotionally deformed

I guess you can say I'll be alone for the rest of my life/
I've done wrong to the one girl who truly loves me/
Is it because i love another/ No not a women nor a man/
Yes I love my god but he is my father/ But my love is for music/
You can say that I'm deformed/ emotionally deformed/
I love the sound, the feeling, the joy it brings me/
Why do I love you so? Why do I care so much about
something that is not hear, but yet a sound/
I've made it my lover my friend my partner in crime/
The sound of it makes me happy/ lustful at times/
I will never love another like I love Music/
Just call me emotionally deformed/

As we go

As we go and celebrate/ are loved ones moving on to the after life/ we cry and holler/ some of us cry for different reasons/ sum have unfinished business/ or just missed them/ as we hold on to a piece of paper this Is a piece of what is left of are fellow loved one/ the last thing that we all share/ with the words that tell a story of their life/ may we pray to live to see years more than what are loved one has/ and in the end we will realizes that were in heaven and were all young again/ so go in piece because at the end you have not lived until you died/

Creator

These hands of mine build out the blue print of my mind/ I am the creator of opportunity/ I do not. shape dynasty but I help speed up the process/ I will not be afraid of death I welcome it because I have done right by those and have been good to myself/ I am at peace of mind and body/ I have raised my children to follow the right path with out crime/ I chose to follow the footsteps set before me by my creator/

Beauty

Call me a demon for I make deals and don't hold up to my end/ I steal hearts of these young women/ I live in the shadows of my own light/ I fear falling in love/ so I stay on the ground and coast/ I'm a blind demon but I see clear/ I look to the sky after the ocean falls/ I'm soaked in unfamiliar water/ I search for the source to find unique/ a uniqueness that many have killed for/ I ask why do you cry/ she says I cry for you demon that has found no love/ for you have lost your soul and heart of gold/ I cry for you are a man lost to many/ I cry for you have tasted but only a small piece of love/ I cry for u because u have lost your way/ I cry for u are my soul mate that has lust for another/ I cry for u because I have lost you to another/ I cry for you because we do not no one another/ I cry for you because I can not see you/